Another Day.

To keep me here,
Alive and breathing,
I need the pain,
Your presence brings me.
I'm becoming addicted,
But I can't help it.
This feels so perfect,
You being here.
I need this pain
To stay alive,
So now you're gone,
I'll surely die.
'Cause I'm addicted to the pain,
That comes with being near you.
Our love is difficult,
But I thought it was real.
I can't hide,
How I feel.
I'm missing you,
I miss the pain,
The lack of love,
Just life's cruel game.
Yet I can't help,
But wish you'd stay..
So I could live,
Another day.