I Promise This To You

Looking at me with cold blank stares
One by one they rise above me
As they cut their way deep into my skin
I can hear my heartbeat cry of sins
Selling my soul beside where i fall
I see my reflection, so tarnished, so wilted
I wish upon just one demon that he will force the razor
Feeling the pain
Weaking in desire
Attractions to what im not
Friction is coming between the haunts
I whisper with my breath, the only one that's left
Save me from the guilt
I take my pain to my pleasure
The rapid chaos thickens
The air i breathe forms its collapse
I hold on to the nothing that im feeling
Savoring this infected healing
Put me away
I promise it wont hurt
And this i do
I know that its all for you
Ill take the vow, as something that seems true
I Promise This To You