Why?

I hate not being what you want.
Everything I can give you,
Isn't what you need.

I finally understand those words,
because they apply to me.
To me they mean that I could give
you all my love, but its not what you need.
I could give you my heart, but its not what you need.
I could give you my life only to have you
tell me Im foolish like my feelings for you.

I grew up loving you and all I have to show for it is the rememberance of your phone number and saved messages from so long ago.

I feel like I should leave you alone but we both know that Im definately not that strong.
Werent you the one who told me, you loved me?
And even though the odds were against us, you still pushed to be with me, why?
You were the one who told me you would make it ohk....

Your just a coward that lied to me. I hope you realize that.
♠ ♠ ♠
This is just an outburst of my feelings..
Theres a long story behind this and I cant really write it all down.. So let me just say theres a guy named brandon who i thought i could be with forever, yadda yadda yadda. He promised that hed love me forever and that I would be his, blah blah blah.

The truth is.. I still love him even though he let me go.