I need to know

I need to hug you,
I need to hug you so badly that I don't believe I would ever let go
I want to feel the love you had,
I need to feel the love i gave you pouring out
I need to believe you've forgotten me,
I need to know that you have no feelings left in your heart
for me.
I need to know,
I need to feel and I need to believe
that you don't love me anymore.
♠ ♠ ♠
I just thought this up, I don't even think it's a poem but whatever.