Depression

I go to sleep every night,
Wishing I'd never wake again,
This pain is too much to bear,
Like my whole life is going down the drain.

I don't know where it started,
I don't know how it'll end,
But it's so bad,
I'm on a downwards trend.

I don't care about anything,
Not a single person, not a single thing,
There's no reasons to be happy,
No reasons to dance and sing.

How can I get back?
I have no clue,
I want happiness,
What has my life turned into?

I remember happiness,
I remember a smile on my face,
It seems so far away,
In some far away locked up place.