My bullet.

I found who my heart belonged to,
and that was you,
you took it all,
and just watched me take the fall.

You took my heart,
but it wasn't enough,
you took my life away,
no I've got no place to stay.

I wish you would've realised,
when you made your mistake,
how much it makes me want to die,
and just stay away.

I stay silent,
'cause I'm afraid of what you'll say,
because with all my strength,
I'm still afraid you'll leave me anyway.

Why is it me,
that you gotta hurt so badly,
why won't you care,
and act like a real friend?

I need you now,
I need you the most,
but with the pain I feel,
I still hope you'll choke.

Please don't leave me,
I'm begging you to be my escape,
I know I can't decide,
but please just don't go away.

I don't know,
whether I love you or not,
and I know you hate me,
but I wish I was wrong.

Be my saviour,
be my escape,
or be my bullet,
that will kill the pain.

I need you now,
right here with me,
you promised me you'll never leave my side,
but I forgot this is reality.

So I'm begging again,
be my bullet, be my friend,
you just gotta understand,
without you, I can't.