Rough Blood

They Say:
"You should always try something once"
Well if you try it and it ends badly...
What do you do?

I have tried...and it ended...horridly.
I was dropped.
Like I was unimportant
I guess I was.
Why else leave me?

I opened up.
Let him in...and he...changed.

To be with her.

I ran home.
Cried.
Let my heart die.

He didn't notice.
He was blind.

So I built up a wall.
Shut them out
Became tough.

Now here I am
Stone cold
Rough blooded

Closed off.
Almost...

Dead.