fun and games

i wach your fun and games
and wonder if i can be happy
too. but then i rember that
you are just the same trying
to hidesome kind of pain that
deep inside. you put on a
fake smile and laugh at all
the right time even though
your not there. you keep
wondering why and every
one belive your lies and thinks
your happy. they dont see that
your dieing on the inside and
the plead for help in your eyes.
so i sit here and wach your fake
fun and games.