You Did This to Me

Swollen veins & bloodshot eyes
I wonder what it's going to be like tonight
My heart, it beats
the bravery leaking out,
I'm left cringing in the corner
Being the coward that he granted me to be
My nose, it's bleeding
Bleeding from the broken promises
and painful compromise
Skin so cold,
deep and polished pain
it's inked all over my arms
You did this to me,
all of it
And don't you fucking fake it,
I can taste your failure