Growing older

Lost in the world.
Nothing but lies.
No one to trust,
but me and myself.
Everyones grown apart,
getting older we fight.
Nothing is perfect nor am I.
Although I may still try,
Wishing for the past
Stuck in this moment.
With more tragedy to come
and more loss to become.
From precious 13, to oh so sweet, 16.
This is only the beginning
For it will never end.
Pain and sadness is the worlds laughter and joke.
The worlds pride and joy.