Pain Filled Tears.

A gentle tear slides down her cheek.
falling off as graceful as a feather.
into the darkness...
and its destructive stressful weather.

it falls, flickering like a flame.
as she wonders what's right.
thinking of the past..as it rockets downwards.
disappearing out of sight.

the tear, a clue of painful memories.
hits the ground...dead.
while drawing the knife.
as she thinks back to what was said..

thinking long and hard.
wanting an end.
closing her eyes.
as her arm starts to bend.

closer and closer..
the blood lust knife draws near.
though she knows in her mind.
she's stricken with fear.

she struggles to do it.
an inch away, arm shaking.
refusing but wanting.
for her life taking.