I want that feeling back

I was strong and i was confident or was i?
i was alone and i felt like a wreck

You walked into my life and my heart made a jump
I didn't know who you were but, you shook me
it jolted me, shocked me,....scared me

I never thought it would happen to me, that you would see me
I was told not to trust you but i couldnt help it
My world was flipped upside down

My head spun and i was heart sick,
not love sick it was all going to fast for that
but i was sick none the less
was it a good sick though?

You pulled me out of my norm , out of my head
No doubting myself, I wasn't scared of anything or anyone
...except you

I wasn't in love, but you made me feel like i was important
like i was perfectly fine just the way i was and, that made me high
you were like my daily drug and you were making my world crash
i go through withdraw when you are gone too long

One day without you and i've already fallen
and i came back to earth at spiraling speed
i hit the ground and its not your fault
its my own

It would be easy to blame you
but you didn't do anything wrong
You made me feel amazing like i could achive anything
and i took it for granted,

you plugged up a hole for a limited time
i wasn't healing i was tearing myself apart to make you fit
and you don't fit

It wasn't you i was infatuated with
it was the feeling you gave me....