How I Was Left Alone

Throw me away, as if I'm nothing at all.
You let me go. You let me fall.
The things in my mind,
Have I thought about them too long?
The words you spoke,
The tears I hid,
The things we did,
All left in the dust.
Because of a word,
That should have been left where it was put
Ruined us like a crumbling building.
And the ashes were left unswept:
Leaving our love dirty and gray.
Questions:
Was it the alcohol you stole?
Was it the fact I refused to drink?
Is it either?
Could it be both?
I cry myself to sleep. How could I not,
Knowing you weren't here?
You aren't here! You aren't here to hold me, here to cry with me,
here to laugh with me, here to hug me, here to love me...
here... to... KISS me.
♠ ♠ ♠
I was bored. No. I did not break up with anyone. All I have to do, is listen to a song. The beat decides the story.
And no. I havent been in a relationship problem. It came to me.