to cry

to walk down a winding road not knowing where to go
not knowing what to say
to feel
why is all this pain and sadness building up
how do i let it out
to scream
to yell
to cry...
cry i dont know how to never had even
when bad things happen
they never saw a tear
in my eyes exept one and only one that helped me let it all
out at once
it was painful yet wonderful
i felt lighter happier
and now its gone
i need him again
to get rid of my fear
my worry my pain
to feel light again
to cry in front of him only him
and for him to comfort me again