My lame old life

You say you do but no you don't understand
how it feels to live by their commends
because you got it all easy
but if you were in my shoes
you'll understand me
perfectly
my lame old life
sometimes I wanna die
I've been thinking of succied
taking away my own life
but I can't
I rather keep living
my lame old life
for my dear loveones
until I know it's the day to say goodbye
I guess I should inform you
that iam trying to forget you
but a hard time is all I see
and you don't even care about me
my lame old life
sometime I wanna die
I've thinking of succied
taking away my own life
but I can't
cause by the end of the day
I know everything is gonna be alright