Monophobia

You’re one of the cruelest words
You’re one of my biggest fears
Banish, vanish, disappear
Sail away on the river of my tears

You brought me all kinds of pain
Introduced me to a world of sorrow
Although you brought me strength
My heart still feels hollow

You flung open the curtains
To my withered soul
Dug in deep where you don’t belong
Till you made an empty black hole

I blame you for losing loved ones
I blame you for my scarred heart
I blame you for wishing for a new life
For a new start

I hate you for existing
I hate you for being greedy
I hate you for taking them away
For making me feel so needy

I hate you Goodbye