Slipping Slowly

she takes a look at what is there
but still realizes she dont care
what is left, keeps her here
she knows she has to face her fear
when she thinks of what to do
she gets scared, cause its all new
the night is conforting to her
she thinks it will help her cure
but she is falling faster
this can only end in disaster
looking for what she dont kno
she dont kno exactly how to let go
things that she thought she had
never was hers, so she is sad
what does she do now?
will she ever learn how?
the happyness is to much again
why cant she ever win
falling with broken wings
why think of all these things
why wont they let her end the pain
she doesnt wanna play the game
its all to much for her to take
she sees that everyone is fake
wishing on stars, slipping away
theirs a whole in her heart that wont go away