I'm SO Lost

I’m so lost
In all these thoughts
They scramble my head
My gears are jammed
And now I’m confused
I feel like I’m drowning
In these memories of mine
they make me sick
I feel like I’m suffocating
Because no one will wait
They leave me here
In this HUGE crowd of people
I’m SO lost
Because no one cares
I’m just floating
Down this darkening path
It seems as if there’s no end
Its cold and lifeless here
And I’m almost pretty sure that I can say
Its scary here
And once I’m lost
There’s no going back
I’m SO lost
And confused
I’m crumbling inside
Once was a heart deep inside
Is now a untouched
… And has been for ages…