The Aftermath

He stands tall with a lustful gaze
rough, callous hands I wince from.
Don't hurt me anymore,
the reek of alcohol flows. {verse1}
He makes the air so cold
making me feel exposed.

I fear him every night
and everytime he comes to visit
I pray to god, don't leave me alone

Embarrased of the action
ashamed for giving in
Please forgive me {chorus}
I don't want any
Please just leave me to die

Branded into my memory
the demons come back to remind me
the damnest thing these tainted hands have done
I cry in silence {verse2}
the reek of alcohol and semen flows
making me feel exposed.

I fear him every night
and everytime he comes to visit
I pray to god, don't leave me alone

{chorus}

Scarred, I am broken
I cry again, I couldn't say no
Tormented, I am restless {verse3}
please just take me away from the world
will I ever be the same?
can you rid the pain away?

I feel exposed!

You mad man
You horrid monster
my innocence is forever gone!
Tormented, I fear them
Don't hurt me
Don't touch me
Do not force me
I want to go home!

Will I ever be the same?

I fear him every night
and everytime he comes to visit
I pray to god, Johnny, don't leave me alone!

Embarrased of the action
ashamed for giving in
Please forgive me {chorus}
I don't want any
Please just leave me to die

just leave me alone....