The Difference Of Bleeding & Breathing

Your hands covering my eyes.
Hiding the world from me.
We're still breathing we're still bleeding.
I see you starring at me now.
Your eyes seeing through my lies.
Seeing through my disguise.

I know you see right through me.
Seeing what I didn't want them to see.
You stand around starring at me now.
Tell me now and tell me how.
This came to be without me.
One day we will both be free.

I'm at stress with this mess I've created.
So many words I wanted to say.
I left them unspoken;
Now we are both left broken.
I won't wear a frown.
No I won't let you tear me down.

I won't feel guilty or upset.
I won't cry I won't regret.
I won't let you get to me.
I will set my own heart free.
I know I am not alone.
You are the one left on your own.

Don't worry honey I won't be here waiting.
I won't be waiting for you.
I know you expect me to.
I can breathe I can speak.
I'm over it and it’s only been a week.
I can smile I can laugh, I can speak.

Oh I feel so mature with the way.
The way I am willing to walk away.
So tell me honey how does it feel?
Bleeding like it’s almost real.
Does it make you weep?
Are missing out on sleep?

I won't feel bad you deserve this.
I am not sad you won't be a miss.