Tired

Words echoing inside my head. 
"Don't give up"
"Just keep trying"
Nothing ever works. 
I can try and try. 
I can say I'll never give up. 
But I'm tired of it. 
Tired of this failing; this pain
Tired of this feeling like I'm worth nothing. 
"I'm here for you"
"Just be patient"
I hear these words again and again. 
They just go right through my mind. 
Tired of waiting for the day to come. 
Tired of all the liars that don't understand.
When is it my turn to be loved?
When is my turn to be happy?
I wait, I try, I don't give up. 
But none of it works. 
I'm tired of all this pain. 
I'm tired of who I am...