Lonely

I sit on my bed crying i see that she has just left me.

"its final" she says to me and then she leaves.

it feels like she just stabbed me in the heart it burns

so badly. I can just barely breath i feel like I'm dieing

I feel like i don't have anything anymore. i feel so lonely that

i cant even take it. I beg to God for her to come back but she

doesn't and i know she never will.

But then i remember that i still have my wonderful father and sister and my hole family.

I don't really need her she never made me happy or anything.

I will always miss her but i know that i am probably better off without

her, and that's why i don't feel lonely anymore.