I want to go Home

Why would you lie to me,
And fake the truth?
Why would you betray me,
After all I did for you?

It's not enough to hurt me,
It's not enough for me to cry.
You have to tear me apart,
And destroy my insides.

I hate everything about you.
All the peices, shards and scattered trails.
I hate the left behind you,
The one that you failed.

You used to be so perfect,
You used to be mine.
You used to love me so much,
And care all the time.

Then something clicked in you,
You transformed all around.
Changed your clothes and your hair,
And your personality everywhere.

You became a cheater,
A liar and a lost love.
A lost cause I couldn't give up.
I regret so much.

I'm tired of being in pain,
I'm tired of this fight.
I'm tired of the wasted breath,
The unwelcomed tones.

I'm tired of the stares,
And all you're little drones.
I sware I didn't cheat.
I sware I loved you.

But I guess love wasn't enough for you,
You had to do what you wanted to.
If you really cared,
You wouldn't have been this way.

After all you've done,
After all that's been said.
It's almost sad,
That I miss you still and want you so bad.

It's so pathetic.
After all the lies and cheating,
After all this deceiving,
I love you with all my heart.

You say you still love me,
How bad you want me back.
But how solid is this,
After all we've had?

Nothings been good,
And all's been bad.
Should I take a chance,
Or pass it up?

This is all an earthquake.
A shattered second falling apon myself,
I cry over you.
I'd die for you.

And I don't know what to do,
Or where to go.
I want to go home.
I want to go home.