Way I use to be

The way I use to be
dark and depressed

I love the feel of the blade
to see the blood flow

The way I use to be
lonley and broken

Voices I heard
kill them,hurt them

I wanted to scream out
It seemed like it would never end

I hated myself
I wanted it to end

My heart was broken
medicine didn't work

The way I use to be
now my pain faded
I was so lucky to find happiness