Waiting For Recovery

When are you coming home?
I've been sitting here in the dark,
Waiting, hoping,
Your job here is never done,
So hurry, because I'm waiting,
I'm dying,

Tonight, I want you here,
But I know you have to be there,
How can I rest when everything reminds me of you?
When all you did was ruin my heart, right on cue,
My eyes are tired, but I won't sleep,
Until you come back and help me,

When you left, you hit me hard,
And now all I see are the bruises and scars,
All I can do without you is fall,
And that's not working out,
But my heart is saying stay,
While my brain says go,
The darkness is closing in,
Because you were my light,
And when the lights go out,
The end is here, without a doubt,

You're the only one that can break me down,
With you gone, all you do is make me drown,
So come back, come back,
It's not hard if we try,
If you try,
I'll be waiting on the steps, in the pale blue moonlight,
Screaming my heart out and having the same old gun fight,
And if you can't come back,
I'll pull the trigger,
Help me pull the trigger,
And we'll see who dies,

Try harder, baby, try harder,
We're almost there, just a little longer,
We'll go back, and start over,
Forget all the things we've cried over,
And I'm waiting here, cold and brave,
Crying out the things you save,
Lying here, next to your grave.