Maybe, not yet.

I can't tell, maybe I am?
or maybe I'm wrong
Maybe that's why
I can't decide yet

Maybe I want it but I can't have it?
I think I want to
But I think I'm wrong
I'm not ready yet

Maybe I'll never be ready?
What if
I'm incapable
What if it's not meant to be yet

Yet I'm waiting
I won't be ready
But it'll happen
But it'll hurt
But it'll please
I'm not sure what to think

I don't think I want it
But I want it
I never want it to happen
At least not yet.

Maybe tomorrow.