The Last Time

I can't stand being without you.
But I can't stand being around you.

It's so hard to break when you're holding on to me.
I can't help but see the tears fall down your cheeks.

I'll make this the last time.
I'll make you understand.
This will be the last time-
That I make you cry.

My ears start to bleed.
I don't want to listen to your screams.
Still I can't speak-
Every time you sigh (I feel guilty).

I try to be like you.
I try to hold on to you.
You're just too damn fragile-
And I don't have the slightest grip on you.

You weep once again, hiding your tear stained face from me.

...I did it again.