A year of freedom.

is there no silence in this prison?
each dead memory is again risen.
i wanted so much to forget
and break free from the regret
but no one can forget their loving first
a love so strong is bound to be cursed

i can still remember your strong hand
flying so far i thought we'd never land...
but it seems i've crashed and you're still high,
taken by the wind, you forgot to say goodbye
like white dandelion seeds drifting apart
you let go, but i can't even start.

so which one of us gets the wish?
when both of us are deemed selfish.
i tried to keep you under lock and key
but in the end only you were free
and i'm still haunted by the past
a love i knew would never last
but you escaped and ran away
you never looked back as you went astray
i can see it now, your undressing eyes
your compliments were nothing more than lies
so heres the next victim- she seems content
with the delusion your love is permanent

i don't want the wish, i guess i'm alone
and i'd like to say i'm better on my own
i still can't forget you, even after a year
but i've learned to cry so i won't shed a tear
happy anniversary, my dearest friend
todays the day it all came to an end.