blood& love

i was never good at letting go
and i was never good at knowing how
i was never good at being true
and my whole life i have never deserved you

and i have done a lot of bleeding
and i have done a lot of loving
but this is the most blood
and this is the most love

i cant push you away because you wont budge
and sometimes thats all i have to hate you for
i lay myself out for you to judge
and you have never left

and i have done too much bleeding
and i have given too little love
but this is the most blood
and this is the most love.