Daughter to Father

So many emotions in my head,
They keep me from going to bed.

How can I believe your words are true?
After all you’ve put me through.
Do you really expect me to forget the past?
I’m sorry, but I don’t think I can do that.

My head says let’s make a permanent goodbye.
My heart is willing to have another try.
I can’t find a good reason why.

Should I listen to my heart or my head?
I think while tossing and turning in my bed.

Every time you say I love you,
I wonder is that even true?
Even if it is there’s only so much an, I love you can do.

Why do I put up the fight any longer?
I mean after all you are my father.
My heart will win in the end.
I hope now it can start to mend.

So I walk to this cliff not knowing what’s below.
I close my eyes and let go.