My Friend and My Enemy

My enemy
The slasher of my skin
The breaker of my bones
The killer of my conscience
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My friend
The whispering voice of hope
The helper in the darkenss
The guide along this path
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My enemy
The bully in my mind
The prescence that never leaves
The clinger that never lets go
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My friend
The protector against the harms
The motivation that gets me moving
The reason to move on
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My enemy
The reason I can't move on
The anti-christ of my religion
The liar who leads me on
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My friend
The savior who came to me
The light that lit up the darkness
The friend whom I needed
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My friend and My enemy
The ultimate hipocrasy of my mind
The thing that doesn't exist
The torture that I live with
The other side I can't protect from