Goes to the Highest Bidder

"Beat me up.
Beat me down.
Mess me up beyond all recognition.

For what it's worth, I'd do it again.
With no consequence, I will do it again.
Hard up, so hunt me down."

Maybe I lied...
Yeah, my heart's on hiatus.
That was true.

But I want to feel SOMETHING.

Even if it hurts by the time we're through.