"Slowly"

I tire of falling slowly
As the days and nights run together.
Of waiting for that one last moment;
Of finally having our forever.
I'm trying not to count the days
As I slowly lose track of time.
With everything bleeding together
It's hard to imagine you once were mine.
I sit and wonder why I think of you
When I'd rather put you out of my head.
But every time I make some progress,
My heart turns back to you instead.
I'm trying to walk away from you
Since you left me here with nothing but "goodbye".
But if I slowly turn back to look at you,
How can I even try?