Happy Now?

Words can't come.
They wont come.

I'm just so...
I can't let it go...

Would you mind if I buried my soul?
I can't stand the pain anymore!

Physical.
Mental.

You tell me not to let go.
But I have no choice.

Can't resist the pain that come so easily.
But look at the restraint you've put me in.

Closed off from physical pain.
But it came with the mental grieve.

This experience is so painful.
I'm falling and have no one to catch me.

My soul shattered when you left me to fall.
You understand, but your not there to mend me together anymore.

This is it.
I'm lost with out you.

You fucking know that!
It tears me apart.

To look at you.
For you to stare at me like you do.

I was wrapped around your finger.
And you pushed me away when I didn't tell you.

I'm okay now.
That's a lie.

Will you believe me now!
I'm DEAD to you and myself.

You did it!
How do you feel now!?

I have nothing!!

Words can't come!
They wont come!