Lonelier Than Ever

These days I'm lonelier than I've ever been
I feel these thoughts creeping up on me
I'm different than I used to be
I've adapted to being by myself
All alone in a hole
Dreaming of a place that won't exist
For me, at least
That world's changed as I've changed
Become more real as I've matured
But no matter how possible that idea is
It'll never happen to someone, who
Always wondered why she couldn't be
Like everyone else
Especially now
The loneliest year of my life
But it'll pass
As will I
And everything I've ever known