Love Drug

I'm waiting
In an empty house that doesn't belong to me
I'm shaking
In this corner with walls that seem so dreary
I'm jittery
In these clothes that suffocate me
I'm fading
In my mind I know its wrong to want it
I'm hooked
No matter what you do to me I can't leave you
I'm losing it
How much longer will it take you
I'm relieved
You brought what I was waiting for

It courses through my body like a love drug
Except, this isn't love
Just the drug
You run your hands over my exposed stomach
I shudder under your touch
But, what can I do
You have what I need and in return
I give you what you want
But only to an extent
I'm fading in and out
I think I took too much
This doesn't feel right
My vision is blurring and my mind is drifting
I cant tell what you're doing but I know one thing
I don't want it
I'm out

I'm waking
My eyes are clearing, my vision focusing
In this familiar room that now seems so foreign
Your next to me
But, where are our clothes
I'm sore
It's sinking in
You took it
You took the last thing I had to myself
It was mine, I had it and I'll never get it back
I was supposed to choose
Choose the one who I wanted it to belong to
But this, this was not my choice
I would never choose this
I would never choose you
But you have me hooked
Hooked on what you can give me
It's this love drug that I cant give up