Why?

I want to speak but my throat shuts tight.
I want to yell from the pain I feel but no sound comes out.

This pain is worse than I thought it could ever be.
How can you just stand there and accuse me of everything?
Then you look at me and still claim you love me.

I was stupid to believe.
I was stupid to let you see my tears.
Why did I let myself be out in the open?
Why did I allow me to be so vunerable?
Why do you always hurt me this way?

Why is it that I'm always the blame?
I hate this game taht we constantly seem to play!

Why can't you just love me for me?
Please , tell me why cant you accept me?
Dad please just let me be.