Drug Loving, Pill Popping.

I need that feeling, deep within my veins..
Flowing around, and around, my own dose of security.
I can feel it, as it enters my system, I'm completely changed.
How do you like the new me?

Pulsating, to the beat of my heart,
I don't know what it is, but once I start..
I can't put down the medicine, I can't put down the pills.
Without my stimulants, It all goes down hill.

It only lasts for awhile, and then it wears off,
and once I start, I can't stop.
I've become addicted, and this is all I need.
If you take away my antidepressants, you might as well
just sit back and watch me bleed.

I'd do anything, to have a cure, I'd lie, steal, and cheat.
I'd spend all of my money, even what I don't have, just
to get the feeling of being high, and complete.

You won't recognize me when I'm done,
My face will show you, how the drugs are used to overrun.
Though it seems hard not to, you really shouldn't judge.
Atleast my highs are deprived by a pill, instead of running out of love.

When I need that feeling, deep within my veins,
flowing around and around, giving me my own dose of security?
One injection to the arm, or a pill to the throat, and I'm completely changed, and nobody even knows it's me.