Someone Help Me.

Why is it that every time I believe my life is going with absolute perfection,

You come back into it and remind me of who I once was,

And what I once knew,

And what I once loved?

Someone help me.

You know me better than I know myself.

If I looked into the same stream as you,

I would see your reflection warning me of the danger ahead.

Your voice quietly whispering “Don’t play with fire. I love you too much.”

I would simply ripple the water in oblivion, and ignore your premonitions.

I never believed you were right.

Someone help me.

I hardly understand myself anymore.

Ever since you left.

I’m desperate and alone.

Searching for love in all the wrong places.

Considering who I am now, compared to then.

I haven’t changed in the least.

I’ve only changed my mind.

That is my demise.

Someone help me.

I deserve worse than I believe.

But then again,

You were the one playing with my mind.

Even if you were right all along.

Get your games away from me.

Even though I know you know what’s best.

Someone help me.

I don’t want that anymore.

I don’t want you anymore.

You cause me heartbreak, frustration, and pain.

But I can’t live without you alive.

Someone help me.