I wake up and dream

I wake up and dream i dream about what could of happend , what hasent happend , and what is to come. My body is an outer shell of my true existence my mind is filled with all the nasty things this world has put into it. The heart that beats within me strives for greatness and pure perfection, but it says in the bible no man can be perfect. I cant ignore what the God of Gods tells me but thru him i know any things possible. My gifts reflect my personality randomness, proud, knowing and the opposite of innocent. I feel dead at times and lonley, but then my God wakes me up and talks to me thru his word, The Holy Bible i know people dont believe but sometimes you gotta believe its there even when your blind to see it.