You Don't Care

Wonderful, just wonderful that you expect me to be good
you want me to be sweet and nice even though im so misunderstood
and it's just so freaking pleasant how you make me cry
then expect me to say sorry and not let out a heartwrenched sigh
and nice how you can destroy my everything
and then not think i'll try to die
thanks for pushing me into the ground
screaming at me whenever i make a sound
thanks for making me numb
i love you guys, it's just so much fun
oh thank you for locking me into a tower
all alone and scared and hurting more every hour
its nice how you can say you love me and look me straight in the eyes
then turn away and leave me without even a goodbye
its sweet that you can hold me and i can feel your very heart beat
then you can ruin everything
make me shiver from my head down to my feet
i adore how you can swear that you will never turn away
then the very next day, guess who dosent stay?
and its pleasant that you can smile and laugh, say that were best friends
then go behind my back and try to ruin me once again
you say you'll stick by me through thick and thin
that you'll never abandon me even when the rain comes in
and that you all love me so very much, you people only care
that you hate it when i hurt, it's oh so much to bear
and you never want me to cry, you never want me to die
you listen when i talk, you swear its not a lie
oh dont worry i believe you...why ever would i not?
just because you try to kill me yourselves
thats surely not a lot
and yeah so you call me a bitch and say you hate me so much
you never hold my hand, hang out, and beat me a whole bunch
but thats not bad, no not at all, so dont worry im just fine
and if you compare us.... saying im fine means now we all lie