suicide note

Why do i choose to dream.
When all of my thoughts never seem to come to reality.
Why do i choose to live , when my soul is meant for dead.
Im tired of trying.
Im tired of crying.
Somtimes i feel better off , as if i was dying.
Oh dear god
Take me away
away from here.
So far from reality so i can face my fears.
Take me way, to a place where i have no more tears.
Wheres theres no more pain , and no one to fear.
Where all my darkness fades into light.
Where all my hatred turns into life.