Staring accusingly

Staring at you accusingly
I wonder why you did this to me
Wondering why you didn't stop me
Wondering why you didn't grab the knife
I wondered this as i plunged it into my chest

Bent over staring at you accusingly
Still wondering why
Why did you let me do this to myself
Why did I even have to care about you
Wondering where I went wrong and started caring

These questions pain me as my blood runs like a river
Because of you I stare accusingly at people who have hurt eachother

This is why I hate everything about you. =(