unhappy soul

She set in her room
hoping and praying
they need to come soon she's already fading.
The pain was to much
she can't hide her feelings anymore.

She stares at herself waiting for the pills
to make it all go away.
she waits for the hurt and the tears to be gone
but she worries that they won't understand
the pain is to much,
she cant fight the thoughts anymore.

They never did see past the smile on her face
the smile thats hiding the unhappy soul.
she feels herself fading
she knows her family will be sad
but the pain was to much for her
nothing can stop her now
she feels her eyes closing but her hearing is still clear

her mothers screams makes the pain reapear
she trys to tell her not to be cry
she's going to be happy now
but her mother is hurting and now she can't go
she trys to fight it but its already almost over
she tries to tell her just one last time
she loves her but its her time.