Reason in Me: Final I'm Sorry
[I gave this to someone important to me right before I reviled to them a lie I had kept from them when they had trusted me so much... i thought they would abandon me]
I hope you find your reason in me.
To still smile hope and dream.
To look at the shine off any glowing thing that brings you a warmth or happiness, and still
Think of me.
Think of me as always there always present in your presence.
Because you should know:
Always are my arms open for you out stretched to embrace and care for your fragile being. In any circumstance.
You know:
You’re a part of me,
my heart my soul
my thoughts my dreams. I care for you.
You don’t know:
I worry for your tenderness is so breakable.
I worry that I will be too rough.
I worry I will leave a mark that I can not heal.
I worry that you trust me with something so fragile.
Thats why I told you I am not special.
But I know:
I care with love and tender touches that are true
I caress and kiss and wrap your soul in my soul.
For ever you will be part of me. No matter what this is true.
I fear:
your acceptance and trust
when I know one time what I adore most, I will hurt most
And so I cry....
Will you ever come with your heart again?
I can not take it back I can not make that right.
I can only hope you forgive my once in a life time blunder.
I can not know what will happen.
.........
I hope you find your reason in me.
To know my soul is true. Know it from my actions that revile truth to you.
I only hope you heal from the wound. I only hope your anger subsides. I only hope you live happy. I only hope, that I can still know you.
I will wonder:
Will ever the time come again where I caress once more your heart and soul? Breach the walls of protection around the tender core?
Or will those walls remain?
Will I be locked only to stare longingly through thick glass at what I know I hurt. What I know I lost.
At such beauty I could not be trusted with, such beauty that puts my heart to shame.
Will I be just a bad memory?
Will you vanish like the mist?
Will I be left to wonder, Lorenzo is he ok?... no answer
I hope in the end you heal and forgive.
I hope in the end you find your reason.
I hope you find a reason in me, to keep.
I hope you find your reason in me.
To still smile hope and dream.
To look at the shine off any glowing thing that brings you a warmth or happiness, and still
Think of me.
Think of me as always there always present in your presence.
Because you should know:
Always are my arms open for you out stretched to embrace and care for your fragile being. In any circumstance.
You know:
You’re a part of me,
my heart my soul
my thoughts my dreams. I care for you.
You don’t know:
I worry for your tenderness is so breakable.
I worry that I will be too rough.
I worry I will leave a mark that I can not heal.
I worry that you trust me with something so fragile.
Thats why I told you I am not special.
But I know:
I care with love and tender touches that are true
I caress and kiss and wrap your soul in my soul.
For ever you will be part of me. No matter what this is true.
I fear:
your acceptance and trust
when I know one time what I adore most, I will hurt most
And so I cry....
Will you ever come with your heart again?
I can not take it back I can not make that right.
I can only hope you forgive my once in a life time blunder.
I can not know what will happen.
.........
I hope you find your reason in me.
To know my soul is true. Know it from my actions that revile truth to you.
I only hope you heal from the wound. I only hope your anger subsides. I only hope you live happy. I only hope, that I can still know you.
I will wonder:
Will ever the time come again where I caress once more your heart and soul? Breach the walls of protection around the tender core?
Or will those walls remain?
Will I be locked only to stare longingly through thick glass at what I know I hurt. What I know I lost.
At such beauty I could not be trusted with, such beauty that puts my heart to shame.
Will I be just a bad memory?
Will you vanish like the mist?
Will I be left to wonder, Lorenzo is he ok?... no answer
I hope in the end you heal and forgive.
I hope in the end you find your reason.
I hope you find a reason in me, to keep.