I Had You

Begging words,
blank stares
I know, it seems like I don't care.

Fallen tears,
bitter words,
I know, seems like I was never there.

I know, the world hasn't been fair with you
and I know, you do your best to keep your
head held high.
I know, seems like my heart is something I'll never share.

All I said then,
all we did way back when,
everything I said is replayed in my mind,
again and again.

I know, you won't be the same
and I know I wasn't nice.
I know you don't want to talk to me,
but I know you need someone.

Leaving you is something that's never crossed my mind,
all our bitter fights you've struggled to leave behind.
I know, you're still here,
you're still here.