Whispered Sorry

Whispered sorry,
Broken Heart,
Silent tears,
Bloody Blade.

You kick me when I'm down,
Laugh when I cry,
Smile when I fall,
Hit when I fight.

Leave me alone,
go away,
why are you here,
I hate you.

Love fades,
Hate grows,
you leave,
I bleed.

I loved you,
Now I only feel hate,
Love is a disease,
Hate is a cure.

Tell me why,
why does it hurt,
why do I cry,
why do I bleed.

I feel nothing,
Can't eat,
Can't think,
what did you do to me?

A constant pain,
I see you everywhere,
Your everything,
But I'm nothing.

So many tears,
Sleepless nights,
Silent screams,
so much blood.

Bloody blades,
Silent tears,
Broken heart,
All started with a whispered sorry.
♠ ♠ ♠
Crap I know, All I can seem to make though...