Tainted Love Life

Don't make me sleep.
I hid from your glare and what did it get me?
I can't hold on, love.
You have to find me.
I'm trapped between love and spite.
I don't want to keep reliving this nightmare.
I ramble on with no purpose.
Did I deserve this?
In the darkness I didn't know who I was.
Why do I feel trapped?
In my little bottle, my prison.
This is what I made for myself.
I couldn't hide forever.
Never once did I say goodbye.
I can't go on not loving you.
I feel so lost.
Help me before I forget you.
I never deserved you.
My dark soul and twisted mind.
I can't hold on to your memory.
I was too dark and evil.
Your tainted. Help me. Set me free. Don't love me.
I'm going to let go.
But this time I'm not coming back.