Again

I keep you close but myself closer, I’m my own worst enemy.
So what happens when we fall?
Teenage hearts can only take so much, you know.
So am I more than you asked for yet?
Your teenage heart can take that of a war veteran, and you can’t feel a thing.
I’m trying so hard to keep my heart beating the way it did when I loved more than you.
Tell me the only way is up, so when I go down I know you cared.
How can one person make you want to jump off the face of this earth?
“I love you, but I don’t love your reflection.”
You said that with a smile on your face;
I’m digging myself a grave with only the words on this page