Never to Myself

I don't want to go over this again
Are you finished with me or can we go another round?
You're my inspiration for everything I do
And you wonder if my insanity's gone
I'm on your mind and I think I might be proud of it
I passed my insanity to you

You're tired of me, well so am I
But I still manage to live with the same person
Forever and always, but that seems so long
Good thing I don't think to myself

*So you're bold and I'm always the one feeding you ideas
If I said I hate people, it would exclude you, but only on the days I'm feeling good
Now shut your curtains and lock your door
But give me a little room to sneak into your head
It never changes around these parts
Maybe you should get out while you can, and maybe I'll follow

Is it my turn to be in the past yet?
I'm only sick of us a little, but do you see how my favour is changing?
I write songs to people I admire, dull and bold
People who love to be mentioned
That's why I'm mentioned so much
But this admiration doesn't stretch too far

I am so bored with this profession
Not the one I'm successful with
The one I have to do to keep up with you

*So you're bold and I'm always the one feeding you ideas
If I said I hate people, it would exclude you, but only on the days I'm feeling good
Now shut your curtains and lock your door
But give me a little room to sneak into your head
It never changes around these parts
Maybe you should get out while you can, and maybe I'll follow

No big deal, just set me aside
I'm ready for the honesty, or maybe I'm eager for it
I can't believe I changed my mind so fast
Maybe it's not me this time

*So you're bold and I'm always the one feeding you ideas
If I said I hate people, it would exclude you, but only on the days I'm feeling good
Now shut your curtains and lock your door
But give me a little room to sneak into your head
It never changes around these parts
Maybe you should get out while you can, and maybe I'll follow
♠ ♠ ♠
I refuse. I refuse. I refuse to close my eyes.

I haven't slept for 24 hours. Literally 24. Nice!